the emotional paralysis of the past year is still pulling my mtorvation to a hallt.. i am pushing against it, yet there comes a time in day when i have t o let it win. damn i am really finding it old, n ow, and so i push onward.
so today i contacted with my mechanic, awesome, now i can mechanically progress.
that will help a lot.
i need some progress now.
and so i took a look a tm y mizzen boom and saw nope and nope.
is it repairable. — nope.
is it safe to maintain as a suncover without the sail or anything but some line keeping it immobile?? do not know. may not be even that good.
ok. will strip it and see what i can do to keep it in place until i can create new in mazatlan. if i could do it now– i would. that would be optimal. hell, i already paid some for the starting of the unstarted project. 1500 pesos. ok. another loss i cannot actually afford but must sukup.. no sweat. i am indefreekingpendent.
looks like the rapidly advanced and advancing rot had some assistance in growth. wood is paper thin that was still healthy last year .
it pays to inspect ypur tropically located wood spars more often every 6 months
not truly looking forward to this upcoming misadventure with joy at this time.